Not too bad

Each time I sit down for my 30 minutes of writing a night, I think that it will be so long. How can I write for 30 minutes. Usually it's at the end of the night because a lot of times I don't get home until 7:30pm or so, and I like to eat and watch t.v. until 10pm. By then, of course, I'm tired already and I just want to go to bed. But I have to write - dang it.

But, it's really not to bad. Once I get started I really enjoy it, and it isn't actually such a pain. In fact it's a lot like tracting was on my mission (or on facebook). I dreaded the idea of going door to door in the domes (apartment buildings) and talking to all those people that I didn't know. However once I actually had done a couple of apartments, then I really liked it and I couldn't really remember what I was afraid of. I would kind of psych myself out of it.

That's actually been a problem since I was about 19/20 or so. One time the girl that I was dating was pretty, as well as pretty much like me. Anyway, we went once to a dance, that was down at the BSU SUB. We weren't really going to meet up with anyone, and we both had a kind of problem with anxiety. We chickened out and went somewhere else.

Alright - peace and I'm out of here. walt